Fake it until you make it

Pretend as if you have already done something that you want to do.

I want to study abroad, so I listen lectures in English even though I cannot understand all.

Do as if you have done.

I'm reading textbooks in English, taking notes in English, and writing blogs in English.

This is a way to improve abilities.

I'm interested in psychology, so I listen to lectures of psychology and read about psychology.

Today, I learned helplessness explained by experiments of dogs.

After learning helplessness, dogs could not move even they can.

When I hear that, I suppose I AM in the same situation.

I fear that I fail or make mistakes. That's why I cannot study harder.

If I concentrate on studying English, I may face the reality of difficulties.

I don't wanna face harsh situations, so I just still avoid to face the real.

However, I know I cannot avoid forever.

Maybe it's time to overcome difficulties and be stronger.

There is nothing that I lose.

I'm living on the planet. That's enough. I'm perfect.

From now on, I am going to study for TOEFL on Saturday.

I am scared to face the reality, but this anxiety makes me strong.

Stress makes me social.